I honestly never thought I'd come to this conclusion, this decision, this totally fucking crazy reasoning... With hardly any money, wanting to move back to Ontario! I've loved my year of adventure, of course I would, but recently I've discovered that I miss my friends even more. Perhaps it's part of growing up and realizing that it's okay to need something or somebody or numerous somebodies. I've been looking back lately, and have realized that everything memorable happened with the people I care most about. In the places that are the most familiar and even though it's Ontario, there is something about it. Perhaps that I grew up there. Perhaps that most of my family is still there. I'm not sure. All I know is that this decision is scary, wonderful, flawed, and somehow unchangeable. This is what I want. It won't be easy, or all perfect.
But right now? This is what I need.
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